efficient use of my time. not.

I've got two already-commissioned magazine articles to write, and I really ought to put out some more query letters. I ought to put something together for an upcoming anthology I just found out about -- too bad the deadline's awfully close -- and I've got a half-finished essay that I'd like to get done and sent off to one of the sailing magazines.

So, naturally, I am working on none of these projects, but instead scribbling entirely unpublishable pornographic fanfic. Aie. What the hell has happened to me?